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Thoughts from a diary of an Amateur Doctor.


I was merely 5 years old ... when I incepted the notion that I wanted to become a doctor, I was so mesmerized and fascinated by the profession. In childhood it was a profession that everyone wanted to endure and targeted their aim at. With the steps of every class, for some people that dream faded away.. that image of becoming a doctor diminished.. but I clanged onto it. I always endured and visualized that image of me wearing a white coat with a stethoscope around. This particular profession excited me.. it tempted me..As I grew up my wish to become a doctor morphed into the only passion i wanted to pursue. Eventually I realized that the more fascination of this profession seems from outside , triple the amount of effort you need to put to lay down your foundation of becoming one. Nothing.. believe me nothing at all could deter my aim of becoming a doctor.


And today I am in a medical college pursuing my dream. A dream that I nourished since my childhood. Commencing my medical studies I understood one thing that I must develop is PERSEVERANCE. The studies in this field are never ending. The hard work is umpteen. In the end the fact , the charm, the contentment that you’d be called a doctor is just beyond everything. It’s not an easy path. It involves umpteen number of years.. thousands of book to be remembered and years of experience to become a doctor to be looked upon in the society. By far this is the utmost respected profession regarding the kind of hard work and commitment it requires. I know it will take me years to establish myself, it will take me twice the more time to earn good money but still I feel honored to be a part of this field. I feel responsible. And I promise I will abide by the Hippocratic oath I will take at the end of my educational tenure.

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ishita said…
Very well written!

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